The reason I began to work out was so simple: research found people who work out  generally look younger than people who don’t work out. I’m afraid of getting old, so I work out. It’s not easy in the beginning, when the amount of training made me overwhelming, my minds only read one thing to hold up, that is: I don’t want to lose. I don’t want to be weak especially when other people could do it but I couldn’t. I didn’t allow the shame. Soon, I could handle most of training for 3 hours with ease. However, since I force myself so much, my body got hyper extension and my shoulder dislocated twice in two weeks. My doctor warns me that I couldn’t do that much exercise for years, otherwise ligamentous laxity would cause habitual dislocation on my shoulder. I was scared and cried sometimes because I’m afraid I couldn’t work out anymore.

Finally, I challenged the doctor’s words; I hate stop doing something I like because of fear. I kept working out but was more careful in terms of working out my shoulder. I was worried sometimes by doing that; meanwhile, I found joy; release pressure; conquer my body through work out, I felt much more myself when I work out. I’ve been challenging and changing myself, I felt more confident, brave and outgoing than before. I still didn’t want to lose, but I learned to enjoy a lot with what I was doing. Fortunately my shoulder has been adapted well.

Last weekend I was in a dance rehearsal, my teacher briefed us the whole performance story; pictured the characters and costumes. The first time I know how a real dancer (stage director) work. The way he described the scenes; how the lights would change and in which section to interact with the audience. He inquired our opinions in terms of certain gesture, it’s very respectful and open-minded. It seemed I could see the whole picture on the stage and how everybody does his/her work. He said one thing amazed me: ” Don’t worry about the crappy, when it’s on the stage, I can sell anything.” I do see how a creative contributes his passion and confidence to his work. I do have a lot to learn.

Recall the past two years’ working out process, I realize that when a person is working out, the strongest one gets sculptured is not her body, but the minds. Many people say there is no strongest place in any subject, but I believe it does have, including the so-called design area. A strongest heart supports you to keep standing up and facing front without fear.

Maybe it’s a bad day, rainy underground;

above the clouds, this piece of  blue sky is so saturate, so peaceful.

I suddenly realize that sometimes, something you see might not that real.

The could looks thick and heavy, it can be pierced by sunshine and wind, still.

Bad things are just like a piece of dark cloud, when it floats away, there is always blue sky left.

A bad mood is not touchable but it exists if you feel it; it will gone if you just let it go.

Take things simple. Everything converts with each other in nature, so does out mood.

When you encounter something bad, be happy, because based on the law of conservation of luck, good things will happen soon on you.

It’s my friend’s hypothesis and I compliment it

You cannot hold design in your hand.
It is not a thing. It is a process . A system. A way of thinking . There’s no such thing as “good design or “bad design.” The design is good if it does what you want it to do. It’s bad if it doesn’t. In order to have a design, you need something to organize.

Problem/Solution
What has to be organized, I call the problem. Design is the solution .  This means that design can only be evaluated,(be judged good or a). if you know what the design is supposed to organize. What it is supposed to accomplish .